I know it's been a while so here I am trying to make it up by telling you some interesting shizz about my life. I havent blogged for, like, a month. The whole of September has been filled with so much confusion, loneliness, and emo-ness. But then again, that same month has brought life to a newer, better version of me. During my month-long blogging hiatus, I have found myself making room for change.
Hmm, change. Where do I start? Oh yeah. I ended a long-term, long-distance relationship that past month. Yes, I am single again. I'm surprised some of my friends didnt notice. Am I that good of an actress? Funny. I used to think I was so transparent. Yes, I have loved and lost yet again... nothing new there. LOL. Well I thought that would be my last relationship. I seriously thought I would settle down that time (since it was also my longest), but no. We broke up eventually. It's true that long-distance love affairs don't really work out. Sad but true. I was obviously too much in denial that's why I really crashed and burned when it ended. I couldnt accept the fact that we were growing apart because of our distance and that our relationship had run its course. But hey, life goes on. And yes, we are still friends. :) I KNOW for a fact that God writes my love story. He has saved some guy out there for me, and I have yet to meet him.
Next change is the improvement of my faith in Him. I was born and raised a Catholic and I have known Jesus all my life. I have been a part of my youth group for 7 years (starting at 15 years old). But I believe that I have been blind all those years UNTIL NOW. Today, I feel like I have developed a better, closer, and more personal relationship with Jesus. I am soooo deeply inspired by the people around me that sometimes, I cant help but cry with joy. No joke. I find myslef exclaiming my love for the people who helped me get spiritually closer to God. I LOVE THEM! AND I LOVE MY GOD! I am surprised at how a single person can have SO much love for God that their love for Him rubbed off on me and now I love Jesus even more! Some people have seen this evident change in me. They say, "Who are you? And what have you done to our friend Dimple?" Haha. I tell you, I'm still that same skinny girl you met in high school, I'm still that same sorority girl you met in college, I'm still that same crazy girl at the office--but much, much better. For before, I used to be dead. But now I feel so much ALIVE! God loves me, God loves all of us, and I proclaim my love for Jesus Christ. (Hugs!) :)
They say that the only constant thing in this world is change. I read that somewhere in one of my sociology readings in college. People change. I change--for the better. Those crap I did in the past, I learned from them. And that learning has brought out a better, stronger, more faithful me. This change is not gonna stop here. I still have a long way to go. I want to achieve the purpose that God made for me (and that is to lead everyone to Him, for grace and truth comes from Him). I'm loving this change. :)
So that's the summary of what happened during the time that I was too lazy to blog. Well, Twitter and Facebook have gotten the better of me (lol) as well. I cant wait for Christmas. I'm going to Davao and visit my love loves. My ex (the one I broke up with last month) will be there as well. He told me he's coming to visit from Australia. I pray that there will be absolutely NO awkward moments. Haha. Nah, I doubt it. :) Plus, my dad will finally be spending Christmas with mum, my sisters and me! The bottom line is that I'm excited for the future. I can't wait! Waaah!